Four years ago, we were separated. But memories still remain after a year, and a year, and another year. Wether we liked it or not, we have to face another chapter of our lives.... and be away from each other. Our hearts still bonded. We know that and we keep that as a promise to each other, now words spoken, they're unnecessary. Whichever choice we choose, whatever path we took, we decided. And wherever we are now... It's where we are intended to be. No regret€s. We are charting our own des€iny. Whatever happen to us, and whatever we do, whoever we become, things may change, we ourselves may change, but our FRIENDSHIP will remain forever... I will be keeping my promise. I miss my Friends...

Aldrico Lubaton, Jr., Reysel Villaruel, Mariecar Durias, Cheryl Tinambacan, Cristy Bantolo, Shyne Javier, Jeanybelle Catap, Ailyn Decolongon, Shiela Mae Ladera, Yennie Chang, Gretchen Joy Zarate

Today is monday. I was thinking of saving at least twenty pesos from my everyday baon. Atleast pangload man lang o pambili ng kahit anong maisipan ko in the future.... like pasalubong sa kapatid (kapag feeling mabait na ate), kahit ano. Wala kasi akong perang ipon.  I'm not saving. I should realize the importance of saving, diba? By now, mas marami pang pera sa akin ang brother ko. I think mas thrifty siya kaysa sa akin. Pero pagdating ng gastusan time, kahit ano binibili. Karamihan laruan, hindi pagkain... Lolz.

A friend of mine is always worrying about our future, or at least about her future, like where would she work after she graduates or what kind of life she would have someday. I don't know why I don't feel the same way. I'm not in a hurry. I just.. go with the flow. Let time tell what it would be like. I am not a visionary person. Is that bad? As a song says, "Que Sera Sera". But then I often think positive. Things will be fine, things will be ok, I'm thinking about things like that...

Look at me.. I haven't fallen for the right guy all my life. I think. I guess. I haven't found true love. Will I? I think. But I'm still young. I should not worry about that. I know it's hard to find someone who will love you for who you really are - no buts no ifs, plainly you. I think I should only worry if I'm already 40 and still single, never had a boyfriend! Lolz.

I may not be a visionary person, yet I have dreams. Some unrealistic, others partial, a few not far from reality. I have dreams when I was young which I think I have never fulfilled and will never happen. But I am not disappointed. I don't feel sad. I know that everything happens for a reason. If you think the reason is bad, then it's bad, if you think it's good, it's good.

Nilibre ako ng friends ko ng meryenda kanina. So I didn't have to spend my extra twenty pesos for today. Galing noh? Salamat sa sponsors. Salamat sa libreng merienda. Ciao!

Hmm... Here I am again. Medyo busy these past few days (talaga?) kasi nag-OOJT. I had no choice. Required kasi sa curriculum namin. Andito ako ngayon sa bahay namin, and tomorrow afternoon, I'll be off to General Santos City again.. Kasama si Ate Vilma. I missed many things. Andame talaga. Like tv shows I used to watch. New tv shows I want to watch. Oversleeping. Watching tv the whole day. Quarelling with my brother over some PC issues. And well, I guess updating my blog. Aside from those things, I really miss more. A lot. It's the first time that I don't know anything about PINOY BIG BROTHER: Teen Edition. Some of my classmates/friends were in other places such as Koronadal City and Davao City. Nagustuhan ko agad na mag-OJT sa Gensan kasi nga naisip ko marami akong matututunan. And it wouldn't be a waste of time since I usually waste my time during summer vacation. Now I'm starting to think I was wrong. I am wrong. I am not learning much.

But there are many things I see as something good that are happenning to me. I am spending my time with a close friend who now becomes my "closer" friend. I was able to be away from my parents for a "longer" time and manage to be on my own.. without them. My brother has been good to me (since I guess he missed his no. 1 rival) and won't get mad even if I do something to him he does not usually like. I was able to appreciate Neopets more. I was able to meet again a friend I haven't seen for three long years. And a lot more. Hmmm. I just told myself that wherever I am, wherever I go, wherever I end up, it's no accident. God has planned them all. And may this be the best thing for me/us. Nyt2x.

Oh, here's a pic of us taken in a bus in Cebu City. Well everything turned up fine.

Finally, I had taken a picture of myself that doesn't exactly look like me. But I like it. It's now in my blogdrive profile and friendster profile. You guys can now have an idea of what I really look like (sideways).. lolz.

There's a simple story behind this pic. I had it last friday when I was starting to have a headache and a severe cough and cold. I was surfing the net for school requirements and many others. I went home sneezing and eyes watering.

Today my brother will take an entrance and scholarship exam in the school where I graduated from (high school). This March he will graduate in elementary. He's running for valedictorian. But I guess it's too obvious that he can't be valedictorian beacuse he has a genius classmate, Angelo, who is accelerated in elementary twice. I thinks he's going to be salutatorian. Now  my parents are planning to enroll him at AVA. During my time, I was the one who topped the exam. He may be pressured because of that.

I am crazy for gopets!!!!! My pet's name is Ishlibidish... Haha... See you next time!

To my only Brother:

Happy Happy 12th Birthday!!!

Thank you for coming out in this world. ^^

Your Ate, MM

It's 2006! This is my first entry in my blog this year... It's been a long time since I last posted an entry here in my blog. My life as a college student is fine. Siyempre hindi pa rin mawawala yung worries sa mga projects and assignments and lessons especially sa major subjects. But I am happy with my college friends and classmates. (I hope they're happy with me) There is actually a person I personally don't like. Well, not totally, just most of the time. I hate his attitude. Mayabang na, tikalon pa. He even fooled me once that I thought I really can't forgive him for what he did...  Yung incident na yun, it was something na di naman talaga dapat dibdibin. It was something you could easily forget (if it happened to you). But the point is, his reason why he did it. Was he insulting me? Is he happy making me a fool? He is so arrogant and I really hate him every time he speaks... (As I said not always..) He pretends that everybody likes him when in fact, there are a lot of people who are annoyed by his presence. I guess I'm just the only one who overreacted. Others didn't bother talking to him and telling him what he really is.  

And I guess, what I felt toward him is the same thing he feels about me. Guess we hate each other.

It's 2006! I have to change some things about my self... Duh??!! Next year na lang uy... hahahaha....

Cebu Tour...

We will have this tour but I can't go with my classmates. My parents can't afford it. Anong karapatan kong mag-insist if gusto ko talagang sumama? Kaya yun. Pahimuyong na lang ako... hehe... Halong!

I can't think of a title for this entry. I was looking for someone or something this past few days to tell what I feel. I don't want to keep anything to myself. If possible, I share them. I let them out. I expose them. Then at last, I remembered my blog! Waaaa... I don't know what I'm talking about.

School's fine. It was kind of boring. There are lectures, and activities, and quizzes... and projects! There not killing me, really. My performance is average. :)

Yipeee... Sem Break na... Pahinga na rin ako sa wakas! Pero may three days pa ako na dapat ilaan sa paggawa ng project ko sa OS. Ang hirap talaga. Mali ang unang dalawang concept ko ng program na pinapagawa sa akin ni ma'am. Ilang beses akong umulit. Huli na nung nagets ko kung ano ba talaga ang work ng processes.. Paano sila nagsisimulate at paano naaaply ang scheduling algorithms na nakatoka sa grupo namin. Most of the projects I had during this semester, ako lang mag-isa ang gumawa. Kung hindi man, mga 75% ako ang gumawa. I had this project in Systems Analysis ang Design I. Grabe ang hirap. Yung final output 30 pages. Nagpropose kami ng student enrolment system sa isang school sa Surallah na di pa automated ang enrolment system. My mom helped me with all the info I needed. But most of the diagrams - ER and Data Flow, ako lang mag-isa ang gumawa. I'm not blaming my groupmates. Minsan naiinis ako sa pagka-generous ko. Siningil ko sila ng fifty pesos for the labor ang printing. Actually kulang ang fifty pesos. Alam kong kulang pero sobrang nahihiya na ako nun. Ayokong mag-isip sila na mukha akong pera or something. Papel lang talaga ang ginastos ko sa P150 na nakolekta ko sa mga kagroup ko. My dad was the one who printed our project. Naguguilty ako kasi wala naman talaga silang natutunan sa project namin. If tatanungin sila ni ma'am I bet di nila alam... Kahit title man lang ng project. Anyways, I guess walang kaso yung sa kanila. I guess ok lang yun sa kanila as long as alam nila na may project kaming naipasa at may GRADE sila.

And now... ang laki pa rin ng problem ko kahit tapos na ang exams. Speaking of exam, I took my exams this finals not seriously. Paano ba naman konti lang ang inilaan kong time for studying. My first exam, Rizal, di ako nagmemorize ng important persons/events, etc. ang dami kong walang nasagutan sa identification. The night before kasi, busy ako kaka-thank you sa mga nag-greet sa akin sa birthday ko... hehe... Also, di ko nasagutan ng tama yung essay na "What is the idea of Rizal's Mi Ultimo Adios?" Inaamin ko ganyan ako kabobo. I have never read Mi Ultimo Adios. Sorry talaga, Rizal. But you're still my no. 1 fave hero. Yun nga lang.... hehe...

Sa religion, di ko nabasa yung first part ng test. Di ko talaga nakita yung part na write your own prayer to know your vocation. Ten points. Imagine. Sayang talaga. It's so simple. Pinakamadaling part ng exam. Di ko pa nasagutan... Tanga ko talaga.

Kung palpak ang minor subjects ko, di naman masyado sa major. Kahit papano, ok naman kahit wala masyadong review. Di ko talaga sineryoso exams ko. Dami kasing projects na iniisip. Idagdag pa ang exam sa OS. Lahat ng klase ng solving included sa exam. Pagdating mo sa madali na part, di mo na masagutan kasi exhausted na masyado brain mo. Sumakit talaga ang ulo ko don. Sinundan pa ng isa pang minor, kulelat talaga ako... hehe... Sana maayos lang ang maging resulta... Basta. Hanggang dito na lang... Sa susunod uli!! Halong!